2nd Feb 2011
I am very depressed and annoyed from myself..
why am i like this.......!!!
why am i so in contended with my self.....!!!
Today my college day stated with maths lecture,i was in the class on time(which is a new thing considering i rarely reach on time for 1st lecture).
Our maths teacher,who is also our class teacher Mr Pramod Kumar sir,gave us few questions on the topic which he had previously taught in his previous lecture...
I couldn't solve any of the questions completely.... WTF...!!!
You know why?????
coz i didn't know how to solve them.....fucking damnnn....!!!
I was very much depressed and angry with myself,this went on to grow more as i eventually saw my one of my friends(who was sitting just beside me)solving one by one with ease and quite quickly... :X :(
Momentarily,I wanted to leave my all the upcoming lectures and decided to go to my hostel room and study.
the biggest problem with me is my lack of commitment towards studies,which i always aspire to improve upon......!!!
my study time is between 9:30 p.m. - 12:30 a.m. ,before this time i like to use the internet on my lappy.
I definitely need a change
About half an hour ago,i attended my 2nd communication skills lab about half an hour back,led by Md. Arif Sir.This class was very important from everyone's perspective.we were told to make our groups,comprising of at least of three and almost of five students.my group has five students,i was invited by Prabhjot Singh in his group,but i couldn't accept his proposal as my team was already formed.We were given 10 topics to prepare a report.we have few days of time to select the topic and accordingly we need to research,develop thoughts and ideas and summon them in form of a printed report,and submit it in about of 2 months......
Let's see what happens...!!!
I am very depressed and annoyed from myself..
why am i like this.......!!!
why am i so in contended with my self.....!!!
Today my college day stated with maths lecture,i was in the class on time(which is a new thing considering i rarely reach on time for 1st lecture).
Our maths teacher,who is also our class teacher Mr Pramod Kumar sir,gave us few questions on the topic which he had previously taught in his previous lecture...
I couldn't solve any of the questions completely.... WTF...!!!
You know why?????
coz i didn't know how to solve them.....fucking damnnn....!!!
I was very much depressed and angry with myself,this went on to grow more as i eventually saw my one of my friends(who was sitting just beside me)solving one by one with ease and quite quickly... :X :(
Momentarily,I wanted to leave my all the upcoming lectures and decided to go to my hostel room and study.
the biggest problem with me is my lack of commitment towards studies,which i always aspire to improve upon......!!!
my study time is between 9:30 p.m. - 12:30 a.m. ,before this time i like to use the internet on my lappy.
I definitely need a change
About half an hour ago,i attended my 2nd communication skills lab about half an hour back,led by Md. Arif Sir.This class was very important from everyone's perspective.we were told to make our groups,comprising of at least of three and almost of five students.my group has five students,i was invited by Prabhjot Singh in his group,but i couldn't accept his proposal as my team was already formed.We were given 10 topics to prepare a report.we have few days of time to select the topic and accordingly we need to research,develop thoughts and ideas and summon them in form of a printed report,and submit it in about of 2 months......
Let's see what happens...!!!
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